I, I am confused fighting myself Wanting to give in; Needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fine Can you see it in me, skin color from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer; I push you away You tell me it's okay; I can't help but feel the pain I hate you- why are you taken I loved you- I feel so helpless Why's it you- Ripping my insides each time you Why do I cry Why do I really need to Why Why, fuck you bitch Need to need to need to need to Fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck